So, reading posts on here from like 11-12 years ago made me think.

I know it’s not ideal to live with regrets. But honestly, I have a few of those.

Mainly…. I wish I had more fun with my friends in college. I was so depressed and isolated myself so much when my friends would have to beg me to come out of my room. I basically was a hermit in my room — studying, sleeping, or crying myself to sleep.

I mean right now I still talk to those friends and we’re still close (BEYOND thankful for this btw), but I feel like I missed out on so much IN PERSON. I know that was my decision, but again I’m thankful that those friends from college are still very much in my life.

That’s all. If I didn’t go through the things I’ve endured in my relationship with TJ (and Mike too), I wouldn’t be where I am today. If my parents didn’t make me move back home to the Bay Area (I never stated this ever but, I came back to the bay for good because I was s*icid*l after TJ and I broke up for the last & final time), I have no idea what things would be like right now.

I wouldn’t have met my husband. I wouldn’t have experienced this much personal growth. I wouldn’t have found myself as a person. I wouldn’t have learned this much about myself. I wouldn’t have had the drive to further my education.

I probably would have graduated from UC Riverside, and the rest is a huge question mark.

But again, things happen for a reason.

I just know that I’m happy.

It’s the last month of the year!

2021 has been the best year of my life.

Got married to the love of my life & had my dream wedding (I don’t know how we planned a whole ass wedding in 6 months), quit a job that made me feel beyond unfulfilled, made a bunch of new friends, started my master’s program (almost done with this semester tybg), and traveled to Vegas, SoCal, and Oahu.

Life is sweet. Beyond thankful. ❤️

Hullo hullo!

Is anybody on here still?

Anyways, I’m approaching my last year of my 20s, applying to grad school, and getting married in July.

Deuces! ❤️

psychedelicfelon

Most important lesson I learned in the past year is, don’t let anyone turn you cruel.
No matter how badly you wanna give the world a taste of its own bitter medicine.
It’s never worth losing yourself over.

onlinecounsellingcollege

“Do yourself a favor and learn how to walk away. When a connection starts to fade, Learn how to let it go. When a person starts to mistreat you, learn how to move on.. to something and someone better. Don’t waste your energy trying to force something that isn’t meant to be.. Because the truth is.. for every one person who doesn’t value you - there are tons more waiting to love you better. Do better.”

— Reyna Biddy